No girl should be treated like shit and pushed to the curb without a reason. No one’s perfect, girls get mad, they get sad, and if they’re jealous, that just shows you how much she wants you. All the good girls are the ones that get taken advantage of. When in reality, they should be treated like a queen, but instead they settle for less, for one simple guy that hurts her everyday and yet she never loved him less.
You anticipate for things to get better but all its done to you is holding you back. I hate how things are. I am truly a happy person. Yet I’m sadly depress. I fell in love but still I am. I hate Love. I feel like shit. This year’s suppose to be good just b/c I am graduating. Too many shits that’s going through my mind. I feel like I don’t want anything more than just getting out and surviving this fucked up place. I’m my own-self but fuck things are just eating me up inside. Fuck the bullshit. This is all I have to say. You Love me or Hate me? I don’t care. Cos by now your not anything apart of me. Its as simple as that. If you mean anything to me I’ll treasure in my chest. -_-
I know miss a lot of things that happened. But it’s just so hard to move on, when the only person I want is You. I understand you wanna be single. I Hate LOVE. It hurts. When I’m with you I feel really good. But When I’m without you I’m so weak. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I feel like there’s nothing that will make me better but YOU. But I’m trying my best to slowly take this in. Damn. You said we could be True close homies. but I can’t knowing that your not my lover anymore just just breaks me inside. Man. I hate this. But I just have to learn and Deal with it.
My heart is aching' My mind is shakin' don't know where to run to. My eyes are hurting from the memories we shared. I can't help it but my love for you won't disappear. Tears in my eyes but you don't see it drippin'. Feels Like I'm dyin' inside and nobody will care. It's you all that I'm missin'.