“People don’t like love, they like that flittery flirty feeling. They don’t love love - love is sacrificial, love is ferocious, it’s not emotive. Our culture doesn’t love love, it loves the idea of love. It wants the emotion without paying anything for it. It’s ridiculous.”—Matt Chandler (via veg-pits)
Seems like I just need to be alone. A new fresh start with myself. No time for useless things. In my heart I want you but how can I be when you are not the man I used to know. But it’s true the ones you want most ; your best without.
Fuck it, I’m single. I need to be going out & enjoying myself, not mope around at home & stress over someone who isn’t stressing over me, I can’t be missing someone who isn’t missing me back, I can’t be staying home waiting for a text or call back when it ain’t even coming, I can’t be crying myself to sleep & wake up the next day still feeling like shit. I deserve better. Know your worth. Don’t ever let anybody make you feel like you’re not good enough.
“Have you ever left your deepest love behind, cause that’s what you HAD to do? Now just to get ‘em off your mind, you nappin in the afternoon. Not necessarily mad at them, but just more like mad confused. & without them you feeling lost, cause they were all that you had to lose. Its not that I don’t care, I just don’t know what to say. “
I could say I’ve already forgot you But you would know I’m lying, girl, I’m see through When the simple fact is that I need you But I’m supposed to move on I can tear your picture up into shreds But what about that one that’s left in my head? I’m telling everybody you and me are dead When I’m still holding on
But I, got a better chance of Getting hit by lightning Got a better chance of Finding a rainbow and a pot of gold If I had the chance I’d… Make everything alright But I can’t so I need you to know
I’ll hear your favourite song and won’t think of you I’ll stop wondering if you got someone new Yeah, when it snows in July, like when it snows in July I’ll find somebody else that can take your place I’ll act like I don’t desperately miss you babe When it snows in July, like when it snows in July
When I see you and pretend like I don’t know ya About the time when hell freezes over I’m feeling like this world is on my shoulder And I’m supposed to move on…
"Damn it seem so hard to face it that you and I didn’t make it but the truth is I can’t take it. Noooo, Cause every time I try to dodge it, the hurtin’ always seem to fight me, you can blame cause I misss you so Much.."
I usually look at the worst possible side of every situation, and I make big deals out of the simple things. Too often, I let my emotions take over my thoughts then I end up getting over emotional for the stupidest reason. Other’s can’t understand how I feel and I never bother to explain because my problems are the ones I create for myself and they don’t actually exist. I know over-thinking only leads to unhealthy thoughts but there’s nothing I can do to stop myself.